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Today is one of those rainy Saturdays when I`m not sad or disappointed by the weather (even though we were planning a hiking trip), cuz it just feels good to stay in and read, blog, watch a movie, have lunch with family, think about great ideas that will improve my life (yes, I`m a big thinker...I`ll tell you in a couple of years how that worked out for me) and just relax a bit. Ah, I think the most, I miss the morning coffee on the sun with friends, cuz when you`re still a student, you can do that on a regular basis, but when you start to work, things change. Yeah, I miss my student life, but well it`s time to grow up and move on. I think every period in life is special in it`s own way, you just need to take the best out of it and try to think on the future & when you think about the past, just smile. I know it`s hard sometimes... I always have a battle with myself when I start to think what to do with my life, cuz lately I`m so unhappy with this small town of ours (don`t get me wrong, I love it) but I feel like I`m missing so much and that feeling is just growing up inside me, and I`m not sure it will ever disappear, cuz it`s getting worse and worse....Yes, I think it`s time to make a change, take a chance and do something radical. 

xo, M.

Danes je ena tistih deževnih sobot, ko nisem ne žalostna ne razočarana, ker je slabo vreme (čeprav smo načrtovali izlet v hribe) namreč prav fino mi je ostati doma, brati, blogati, gledati film, kosilati z družino in razmišljati o super idejah, ki mi bodo polepšale življenje (hehe ja, veliko razmišljam..vam povem čez par let kako se mi je to obrestovalo). Ah ja, na splošno pa zadnje čase predvsem pogrešam jutranje sončne kavice s prijatelji, ker v študentskih letih si jih lahko privoščiš pogosto (vsak dan), ko pa začneš delati, se pa te stvari precej spremenijo. Ja, ni kaj, pogrešam študentsko življenje, vendar je čas, da grem naprej. Mislim, da je vsako življenjsko obdobje posebno na svoj način, le najboljše je potrebno potegniti ven iz njega in razmišljati na prihodnost. Vem, da je včasih težko... Jaz imam zadnje čase bitko sama s sabo, ko začnem razmišljati, kaj točno si želim v življenju, namreč vedno bolj sem nesrečna v tem našem malem mestecu (ne razumite me narobe, ful ga imam rada), vendar je ta občutek, da zamujam svet in toliko dobrih stvari vedno hujši (po izmenjavi nisem več ista, mislim, da se veliko ljudi sooča s tem problemom, pa čeprav je to bilo že štiri leta nazaj)...skratka, mislim da je čas za tveganje in radikalne spremembe. Pustimo se presenetiti. ;)

xo, M.

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